BronxStateOfMind

I always thought change was easy; but I've actually changed as a person for others and let me tell you, to change yourself to the core ...

When someone on the outside sees a relationship and thinks they are two different people and thinks they can never work, it's dishearten...

Way back when I was looking forward to going to my graduation for my bachelors degree and being proud of all my hard work.........yea not a...

Cannot Depend On You Liar Stupid Loser Wasted My Time With You Cannot Trust You With The Kids Bad Father Slow Over Explain /...

I feel like i'm burning away into nothing; those around me just don't get what it feels to be my age, jobless, fat, on welfare, not...

fast/slow/scream/do this/do that/what are you doing/but I told you/you don't listen/where are you/help/i don't know/he's just a...

The thing about hiding/ignoring your own mistakes is that you attack people more viciously for the mistakes they make around you or to you ...

If you're tearing yourself, your mind, your soul, your essence apart, shouldn't the person that loves you be the glue to help put y...

I do have the right to feel my pain, but strength....please let me set aside my hurt to see what I can gain.......from it

Maybe if I die now you'd realize what your had and took for granted....

The heart is the victim of a busy life

Tired of being fucking ignored while other people get the attention i should be getting, they get the cute words and the flirty side, they ...

Funny how things clear up and you think you have time on your hands, but all the stuff you put the the side, slides right back in front of...

The hardest thing you can feel is alone......especially when you give so much of yourself to everyone; if they ask, you do, but they don...

If you don't fight for the essence of your relationship, you have no right to feel the pain of losing the most loyal person in your li...

I went to therapy twice in my life and i'm all for it; it helps try to lift off the boulders you have on yourself or maybe brush off th...

With this time i'm taking to write i'm relieving the pressure, Keeping my mind from imploding my heart from exploding my love from ...

Suffice it to say, i don't have many friends, if any; the older you get the more set in your ways you feel about making friends with ot...

I hold my tongue because I have a good heart; even when I'm mad, but not when I'm pissed off, then the locks come off.  Even when I...

When you think to yourself or say to someone "I don't know/understand you or the person you are right now" maybe you stop tak...

Hate dealing with selfish people, especially when you go out of your way to never treat them bad....

maybe i need to pull apart everything about me that makes me who i am and hopefully i can put it back together and become something better...

It's hard when no one has faith in you; especially when you give so much to support someone in any way, then you want that same support...

Since time has passed and no one follows this page, I just do this for me; I don't talk anymore, nor do I have anyone who I can talk...

Realizations are gems to me, its a discovery of the mind, its another light that turns on that lights the way to your many goal. Faith in...

I shared my birth with death, Best friends willingly defying each other while pulling me apart for dominance, Death daily whispering to...

Almost two years since I've posted; not many ups and downs, but a life focused on responsibility and family and all that other stuf...

This little guy is one of the BEST things to happen to me; you could not know the love you can have for a child unless you have one; no wor...

Once I new my girl was "the one" so long ago, I started saving all our emails to one another.  At first it was because we had such...

I wish I could talk in general terms, but if you've read from the thoughts on my blog it all comes from personal experience, those clo...

The spark of my new life, The one that judges me with a reason, The one that picks me up when I want to fall, The deep part of my soul th...

I marked February as the time I let go of the hate I kept in my heart for years; why you ask?  My divorce is final......should I dance and s...

You know, I tried to measure where I am in life by the company I keep and for fucks sake it doesn't help; what do I do when someone I k...

*Sober Note: This was in January and haven't had the chance to post it until now;  kinda wondering if I should type shit when i'm dr...

The Beast inside is loose and he loves what he sees, no more battles with Sister Love he was created to fight, only self imposed walls of s...

I moved on from my last music post and dusted off a nice album that I would recommend to those who may have heard of him, but never got aro...

Good lord, after 31 years on this rock spinning through space i'm learning how to drive a fucking car.  This is only pathetic if i did...

  If he wondered if "heaven's got a ghetto" then I guess this is what the fast food wars would really look like. "I SERV...

I saw you, that is to say I seen you...in my rear view, My only mission I have now is to surpass you, Surpass the levels of pain ...

Through my short time on this earth there are a few things that shook or shaped my life; this time around its a few selective quotes that ...

I guess from time to time when I find some interesting music I will post my opinion about it; such as the Travis Barker remix of Forever a...

SPREAD THE WORD KIDS.....DONT BE SELFISH EVERYONE NEEDS TO KNOW HE DOES THIS. Travis Barker is the man on the drums and has done someth...

You know what.....fuck Jared, fuck him in his skinny ass with one of his foot long Subway sandwiches with extra chipotle sauce. Forget it...

I'm back! I got some shit to post; some good, some bad and God knows what else that oozes the fuck outta my head; as random as my thoug...

Woooooooo, I was saving this picture to go along with a stress post I was going to write a month or so ago. The stressed flipped into blog ...

I find it more stress relieving if you take the head of the person causing you your stress and bang their head against this wonderful anti-s...

In my life I've been blessed with a strange way of thinking; is it just mental illness or just creativity unfocused? Of course I'll ...

Nowadays by nature people are (or can be) very paranoid. Of course there are varying degrees which can be tolerated if you have someone lik...

A few months ago i had the pleasure of seeing the show The Blue Man Group. I gotta say i'm not a "theater guy" whatsoever, bu...

Honestly, as the good weather creeps in i'm doing plenty of fun stuff; God knows last summer went straight down the toilet, the fall and...